One of the Points in Space that Contain All Points

As a youth you knew too much
Our classmates found it creepy
But for me, I adored every forking trail
Each impossible detail

In your cousin's basement where we made out after graduation
I was clumsy graceless but you tasted like the hundred names of God
I saw it there in the maze of boxes underneath the stairs
In that iridescent amethyst, I saw everything that exists

Beatriz, why did you leave me?
Beatriz, why did you leave me?

A dismal joke, the wryest smile
If I could see your dreams I'd call the cops
Then I did and I understood
You wanted it to stop

In your cousin's basement when the sheriff took my statement
He said you went to a phony Osteen heaven but he just "meant what a waste"
I saw the labyrinth of London and the horses of the Caspian,
The ocean's deepest blue, Bea, I saw everything but you

Beatriz, why did you leave me?
Beatriz, why did you leave me?

Just a dream, a dream so big I'll never wake up from the slumber
Just a pall, a pall too wide to ever crawl out from under

In your cousin's basement, now I gaze at it impatiently
The rain in Buenos Aires, a blind man in his library,
Arabian idolatry, a drug deal in a Dollar Tree,
A pyramid of onyx, Bea, the breadth of the world makes me sick

Beatriz, why did you leave me?
Beatriz, why did you leave me?